"When everything else has gone from my brain ... what will be left, I believe, is topology: the dreaming memory of land as it lay this way and that." Annie Dillard
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Saturday, March 24, 2012
Left Behind
A dawn chorus draws me outside. Bird song, crow caw, the rat-a-tat-tat of the woodpecker. I walk without earphones, content with the music of the morning.
On my way I spot a herd of deer. Three leap across the road in front of me, but with that finally honed sense of suburban wildlife presence, I have a feeling there are more. And soon I spot another herd, five or six of the little guys, grazing on new plants and leaves.
As the two groups merge and bound into the woods, I spot one little fellow who's been left behind. Forlorn and nervous, he paws the ground with his small hoof. I realize suddenly that I'm the one who's cut him off from his kin, that he can't get to the others because I stand in his way.
I pick up my pace so he can catch up with the others. So that I no longer have to see him surrounded by basketball hoops and mulch bags, a creature as out of place as I am.