So I sat down last night and started with what I last played — "The Messiah." Picked out the tenor part for "Every Valley," but found it a bit passe. So I dug deeper for some Bach, pounded out the first prelude, then the second fugue.
Emboldened that I could still read the notes (long-term memory is a wonderful thing!), I pressed on, ending the session with a few tunes from the Gershwin songbook.
By this point, the feeling had entered my fingers again, that proprioception that tells me my index finger is about to strike F sharp and my pinkie is hovering over E natural — and if I want the melody to sing out, I'd better work that pinkie.
They used to call it "touch." Maybe they still do. It's what turns notes into music. I got a bit of it back last night.