Hard Scrabble

I've been meaning for several weeks to write about a book called Hard Scrabble. It's by John Graves, a Texas man — and (I was almost afraid to look because he was born in 1920) still a living one, a fact which buoys me, to know that someone like him (he calls himself an "Old Fart," "OF" or "Head Varmint") is still with us.

I'd had this book on my "to read" list for months and had hunted for it without success in the several libraries I haunt. Finding no free copies anywhere I was actually driven to purchase it. I'm happy to report that the book was worth every penny I paid for it — and then some.

Hard Scrabble is the name of Graves' farm, a place that he owns not because he holds the title to it but because he "owns it in his head" — meaning that he's lived on and worked it for many decades. His writing style is what I would call crunchy — not in the hippie granola sense of that word but meaning that it is full of texture. His surprising word choices and unusual rhythms and phrasing come not from sitting at a desk and looking out a window but from tending bees and building stone houses and finding lost goats. His writing is specific, as all good writing is, but his details are not just observed, they are lived.

And so, when you're reading Hard Scrabble and you're clinging to each phrase because there are only a few pages left and you don't want the book to end, you come across words like these:

" [W]hen past forty — in a period when by rights a man ought to be using what knowledge he has already acquired... did I start consolidating a store of rare knowledge with making a show in carpentry, with fences and humus and stumps and bugs, with the smell of rain on dung and drouthy soil, with how goats bleat when frightened ... with fields that are green and why and what flowers the bees work in August in the third smallest county in Texas."

And then a couple pages later, this:

"It strikes me as more than a possibility that archaism, in times one disagrees with, may touch closer to lasting truth than do the times themselves — that, for instance, the timbre and meaning of various goat-bleats may be at least as much worth learning as the music and mores of the newest wave of youths to arrive at awareness of the eternal steaming turmoil of the human crotch. Therefore, having at least the illusion of choice, one chooses for the moment at any rate isolation and an older way of life."

It is difficult in the suburbs to choose "isolation and an older way of life." But reading Hard Scrabble gives me hope that there is truth and beauty in the honest observation of the place one finds one's self.