Dreaming Up July

A new month, a new leaf. I'll take any excuse to clear the slate, to see the world with fresh eyes.

As if to prepare for this adventure I had one of those classic insecurity dreams last night. As usual it involved a piano recital I'm expected to play. No rehearsal, of course. Just a last-minute request that I play a difficult piece on stage with no preparation. There's no way to escape the performance. Humiliation is inevitable.

Last night's saga had a funny twist. There was sheet music; I wasn't expected to play from memory. But the score was inflated, like one of those puffy books children can take in the bathtub. That's strange, I thought, but at least the plump pages will be easier for the page-turner to turn. And by the way, where is that page turner? I woke up before I could find him, but I woke up to realize that — yes, bliss! — I am not playing a recital tonight.

I may have several publications to write and edit, meals to cook and a house to clean for company — but I do not, absolutely do not — have to play the piano before an audience of strangers.

July is looking good.