Driving Home

Yesterday I drove past the house of the woman who watched the girls for a year or two when I was writing a book. Her name was Eva; still is, I imagine. She's moved back to Hungary and we've lost touch.

Eva was reserved and all business when we met, but she proved loving, dependable, creative and quirky. The girls loved her rice pudding and began pronouncing words with a slight Hungarian lilt. "Quintan" (the name of a little boy she also watched) became "Quintone."

Suzanne was in second grade then so she didn't got to Eva's, but most days I would drop Celia off in the morning and Claire mid-day, after picking her up from the kindergarten bus. It wasn't a perfect system, but it's what I had.

What I was remembering yesterday, though, was how it felt to be driving the girls home in the afternoon. Suzanne would ride with me to pick up her sisters, and as we chugged home in the ancient blue Volvo wagon, I would have moments of perfect contentment: a good day of writing behind me, the promise of another to come, and most of all, the girls and I together again. Dinner was yet to be cooked, homework yet to be checked, bedtime stories yet to be read. But even then, I knew — told myself — hang on to this moment, it's as good as it gets.