Labor Day?

It's my first Labor Day without a paid, full-time job to return to the next day. Does it feel different? Strangely enough, not much. I've known for a long time that what drives me is more internal than external. 

So there will be no 8 a.m. start time, no Tuesday 1 p.m. meeting — but there will be a to-do list — reading to finish, a class to attend, an appointment. And then there are the everyday tasks, the ones I don't have to list: writing, walking, posting here. 

It has me thinking — what is labor, anyway?  And what is leisure? 

"Work consists of whatever a body is obliged to do, and play consists of whatever a body is not obliged to do," said Mark Twain. 

But sometimes a body enjoys what it is obliged to do so much that it doesn't seem like work. And now that my working life has changed, I realize that to make it full and rich I must insert tasks that I'm not obliged— and am maybe even afraid — to do. Is that labor? Is it leisure? 

On this sunny Labor Day, with a light breeze rifling the papers on my outside "desk" (the glass-topped table) ... I say, who cares? 

Pause, Reflect, Enjoy

For a day that will end with the splashing of light across a night sky, that would if I were close enough to it, also include loud pops and bangs (but which will not since I'll be viewing the fireworks from a ridge across the Potomac) ... it is starting out calmly and quietly.

Bluebirds have been flitting between the neighbor's yard and ours, their cerulean wings flashing out against the green grass of the yard, which backgrounds the birds when they perch on the chicken wire that now encloses the garden.

The deck, cleaned of the dried bamboo fronds that usually litter it this time of year, is blown clean and fresh. The air is cool, not yet humid.

It is a lovely, calm Sunday morning, a time to pause, reflect and enjoy.

An Irish Walk

There were cobblestones and spongy soil, rocky fields and urban trails. The walks of Ireland took us from Giant's Causeway to Trinity College — and many places in between.

One of my favorites, which I'm reliving today, took us from central Kinsale to Charles Fort. It was a sun-dappled paved path with jaw-dropping views of the harbor that winked at us every now and then. 

Seeing the landscape up close, at walking pace, has kept it close to my heart. The memories of that walk are embedded there, to be pulled out at special times — like St. Patrick's Day — to remember and to cherish.

Things Not Seen

"Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen." 

This quotation popped into my head this morning. I had to google it to learn that it's from the Old Testament, not the New (Hebrews 11:1). But surely what it expresses is perfect for a day when Christians around the world celebrate the resurrection of Jesus Christ.

We are still in the tomb. Four weeks into quarantine, with a death toll that's just put the U.S. into first place in a tally we didn't want to win, it's easy to feel hopeless.

But — I remind myself on an early walk, looking at the purposeful new leaves of the dogwood — it's when we're in the tomb that we need hope the most.