Smoke and Booms

Did you hear the boom, was the question on everyone's lips yesterday.  It was a sonic boom caused by the scrambling of fighter jets to pursue a private plane that had wandered off course and into restricted airspace. I watched videos of people enjoying a quiet Saturday afternoon, gardening, doing chores — when they suddenly looked up and around, ran outside if they were in and inside if they were out. 

It's been decades since I heard the sound, and I didn't recognize it at first. But when I read yesterday's newspaper (old school, I know), it all became clear.

What hasn't become clear are our skies, filled as they are now with smoke from Canadian wildfires. 

We may think we're living our own little disconnected lives, but the smoke and the booms are reminders that, in many ways, we are one. 

Endangered Radio

"How long till Tucumcari?" 

"Why is it so hot back here?"

And ... "Can you turn up the radio?"

These aren't my children's comments about long-distance travel; they're my own. Or at least what can I remember of the cross-country travel my brothers and sister and I took as kids. 

We were stuffed into the backseat and nether regions of the old "woody" station wagon and driven more than two thousand miles, from Lexington, Kentucky to Hollywood, California, and other western destinations. The view out our windows was priceless: forests and grasslands, mountain and prairie, red rocks and cactus; the whole continent unfolding before us. And the soundtrack of our travels? AM Radio.

That's going to change soon, according to a report in the Washington Post. Some automakers are already omitting AM Radio from their electric vehicles' dashboards. And Ford is eliminating AM radio entirely.

There have been protests from station owners, first responders, listeners and politicians of all stripes (it's a rare bipartisan issue), saying that the move may spell the end of AM radio entirely. 

I don't listen to much AM radio — until I'm on a long-distance car trip. And then I tune into these staticky stations to catch the weather, oldies and talk. AM stations give you a taste of the places you're driving through.  I'm sorry to hear that, like so much that is local and authentic, they're endangered, too.

Acoustic

How to catalog the sounds of the walk I took this morning? The crunch of stiffened grass, the swish of my parka as I strolled through the chill. The pounding of my feet on frozen ground.

It's been for the most part a warm, gray, sodden winter. But today it's blue skies and brisk air.

Most of all, it's the music of the a frosty morning.

Writing Outside

The far end of the new lounge chair was already exposed, so I whipped away the rest of the waterproof green covering, brushed off the acorns that landed overnight and raised the recliner to the proper angle for writing.

The air is moist with the fullness of summer. Also summer-like is the background music. Crickets sing the sostenuto line, and wrens and sparrows chirp a tremolo. Bluejays screech, and in the distance a crow caws. 

Now the wind has picked up and leaves are stirring. A distant lawn mower whirrs, and a low plane thrums. It strikes me that today's white noise is not unlike yesterday's artless arrangement of fall flora: beautiful in its randomness. 

The Long Tip-Toe

My office is quiet enough that I think twice before I set a key on a metal shelf. The slightest rustle, the faintest clink becomes a car alarm or a fog horn. The only sanctioned sounds are the tapping of computer keys and the whirring of the ventilation system.

Apart from those, we are ... silent. We are the hushed stacks of an old-fashioned library. We are the quiet car of the Northeast Regional.

Which is not to say that people don't meet and talk and laugh here. These things are done. But they're the exceptions and not the rule. A library stillness rules this place.

For the most part the quiet is helpful, since I spend most of my work hours writing and editing, but it's also unnatural — as if too many people are holding their breath. And woe to the person who wants a Tic-Tac. Retrieving those hard little mints from their noisy plastic boxes is the aural equivalent of the 4th of July fireworks.

Over time, though, the quiet has become contagious. Since I began working here 14 months ago, I move more slowly in an attempt to move more quietly. I set down my teacup with great care. I close my file cabinets with consideration. The enforced quiet has become a long tip-toe, a slow soft shoe, a mindfulness exercise that never ends.