Reaching Maturity

Summer has hit its pinnacle. We have almost as much ahead of us as we've left behind. If we fudge it a little we can still call this mid-July. 

Which is all to say that the season has reached maturity. Greens couldn't be greener.  Fledgling cardinals are coming into their own, flitting around with resolve, no longer with the wobbly flight of juveniles. 

And the cicadas! Their calls are the soundtrack of the season, wafting over me in waves. I omit earphones on my morning walks, the better to hear the summer bugs. 

Always I think: Let this last. 

Summer Bugs

When magnified, as it is every 17 years, the sound is vaguely electrical: a buzz, a hum, a snap. Almost menacing. But when captured on an ordinary June morning it's the sound of summer itself. Light and shimmering and full of promise, if only the promise of heat.

This year I first heard cicadas on June 20, the first day of summer. A fitting debut. It was just a few bars, not even a stanza. A song interrupted, as if the insects were tuning up. 

By now, though, it has become a full-fledged chorus. Sing on, summer bugs. There's no better way to know the season has truly begun. 

Boiling Point

In case you haven't heard, there's a heat wave in the Eastern United States, with temperatures of 100 degrees, which will feel warmer with the humidity.

Chances are you have heard, though, because the weather folks have been beating the drum about this since Monday. Through lovely cool mornings and passable afternoons, we're heard about heat domes, hydration and cooling centers. 

It's not just a different kind of weather these days; it's a different kind of weather report.  

Backward Glance

I know people who extol the beauties of fall — the color, the crispness, the end of humidity — but I'm not one of them. To me there's always a backward glance at this time of year.

I don't mind the heat, I relish cicada song, and I love the long days that summer brings.

So on the last day of this summer, I'm reveling in the sun that's trying to peak through the ever-thickening cloud cover, and I'm savoring the adventures — from Seattle to Scotland and all the places in between.

Summer and Smoke

For me and for many, summer is a recharging season. A lot of the recharging occurs outdoors. Whether it's walking the trails, writing on the deck, or dining al fresco, summertime is outside time.

But not this summer. This summer I check my phone first. This morning the air quality index is 153, Code Red. So I'll write from my office and exercise in the basement. There are plenty of indoor projects — cleaning up decades worth of clutter, for starters. 

I won't be idle. But I won't be happy. 

And yet ... it's the way many of the world's people live everyday, without the privilege of working at (and inside) the home. Missing summer is the least of their concerns. I'll keep them in mind today.

(Summer in the city, where there was no smoke last week. A tip of the hat to Tennessee Williams for the post title.)

Ignoring the Roses

It's nothing personal, but sometimes I ignore the second bloom. Roses seem out of place this time of year — even a tease. 

Their petals are so smooth and soft, not fluted and dry like the chrysanthemum.They belong to spring, to longer days and shorter nights.

But here they are, a final benediction, a farewell to summer. So I try to take them philosophically, to see in their freshness a promise of spring.

Last Walk of Summer

It felt much the same as other summer walks, this last one before tomorrow's equinox. I left too late, not unusual for me, and got caught in what passes for rush hour traffic in my neighborhood, parents and buses rushing to school. 

I wore a sweatshirt that I tied around my waist at the halfway point. The birds were a little less chirpy, the cicadas nonexistent, so it lacked midsummer's buzz and shimmer. 

But as I write this post on the deck a desultory cricket chirps and pools of light and shade dapple the backyard. 

It will be close to 90 today, and the grass needs mowing. It's still summer. 

Stereophonic Summer

The cicadas are back today, or maybe it's just that I'm outside, in a better position to hear them.  Their shimmering sound is stereophonic, flowing from one side of the yard to the other. 

How evocative it is! How it distills the summer. It is chorus and verse, call and response. It is fecundity and humidity and all the other parts of the season that make us (or at least me) feel so alive. 

Today, however, it's competing with the sound of chain saws, which it often does these days. But I'm tuning out that white noise and focusing on the cicadas instead.

(Photo of cicadas from last year's Brood X.)

Long-Day Season

The headline caught my eye just in time to save the page of newsprint from becoming part of the fire-starting equipment last week at the late.  "Darkness creeping in as long-day season ends," it said. 

Apparently Saturday, August 6 was the last day we'll have 14 hours of sunlight until May 2023. It was the end of what the article called the "brightness quarter," the 90 or so days of "solar beneficence and dazzle" we receive every May, June and July. 

It's also the end of long twilights and drawn-out dawns, of slower living made possible by humid air and looser schedules. You might even say it's the end of that feeling of limitlessness and possibility that summer brings. 

But that would be a gloomy thing to write on a spectacular late-summer morning, not in keeping with the bountiful daylight we still enjoy. 

A Scorcher Begins

I'm just back from a walk through the rapidly warming morning. It isn't a scorcher yet, but it has every intention of becoming one. Checking the forecast now: ah yes, a high of 96. That's why I met so many dog-walkers and early runners. 

There's a feel to the air in a morning that's moving toward high temps but has not achieved them. It's the last vestiges of cool lingering in the shadows and the dips in the road. It's the cicadas gearing up for a raucous recital. 

It's the summer, full bore, and those of us who don't mind the heat, who thrive on the long light, are reveling in it. 

Camp Reston

On a walk my first day back I marveled at the transformation. When I left for vacation, school was still in session and early heat was still battling spring chill. But now it is full-on summer. 

On the lake, fishermen wait patiently for a nibble. Children cavort on canoes and paddle boards. Sunbathers turn their towels toward the sun. Shade is deep and wide; the walker seeks it when she can. 

The place I live no longer feels like a suburb. It feels like a camp. 

Wednesday Market

I remembered just in time yesterday, remembered that it was Wednesday and the farmer's market was happening in my church parking lot. The church doesn't sponsor the market, just offers it a place to be. But having it there gives it a welcome familiarity.

As the summer has deepened, the produce offerings have expanded — and so has the carnival aspect of the event. Yesterday the parking lot was so full that I thought for a moment a service must be going on. But it wasn't a service, just a lot of vegetable-lovers — and more. 

This market includes bakery booths and a barbecue place, organic meats and micro-greens. A steel drum player gives it a Caribbean beat. As I squeezed tomatoes and peaches, I spotted a fleet of cyclists moving effortlessly down the road. For a moment it felt like summer would never end. 

The Afternoon Amble

Twice this week I've found myself out for a jaunt not at 10 or 11 a.m. but at 3 or 4 p.m. It's warmer by then, so I drive to the Glade Trail where tall trees arch across the paved walk and shade pools in deep pockets along the way. 

There are fewer cars parked along the road at that hour, fewer walkers, too. And the ones I see tend to keep their heads down. I'm fine doing that, too, so strolling at that hour tends to feel more solitary.

The air is heavier and the pace is slower, with time to sniff the honeysuckle or take a detour on one of the side paths that wind into the woods. 

On Thursday, the air was so steamy that I felt as slow-moving as the stream, now in full summer dawdle. Forty-five minutes in, I noticed that heavy clouds had moved in and there was a pre-storm excitement that made me pick up my pace. 

I hadn't been home more than 15 minutes when the skies opened and rain sheeted the house and yard. 

An afternoon amble, just in time.

Seize the Day!

Their sound holds within it the rattle of a snake and the swish of a beaded curtain. It has more crescendoes than a brass band on a June afternoon.

The cicadas have brought us quickly to the soul of summer.  They have taken us to the brink of that shimmering, simmering time of year when everything seems more intensely alive.

Yesterday, on the Glade Trail, I moved into and out of various cicada hot zones, places where the critters congregate more plentifully, where they sing their songs with more abandon than others. 

Maybe it's because they prefer laying their eggs on these branches (in our backyard they seem to like the crepe myrtle more than the dogwood, for instance). Or maybe it's for some other reason buried deep in the cicada psyche.

All I know is that seeing them mate and fly, hearing them shout and sing, knowing what I do of their lifespan and life story, leaves me with one urgent message: Carpe diem, folks, seize the day. 

Feeling Sorry for Cicadas

I arrived home to the sound of Brood X, the 17-year cicadas that have been biding their time underground since 2004 and are now living the high life in Virginia and other states. 

They are funny critters, singing and mating and getting stuck on windshield wipers, where one got a free ride for a few minutes yesterday as I drove home from the Reston trails. 

The hum they make sounds like a commotion in the next county, like something big is going on somewhere else, which indeed it is. 

But as I dodged their exoskeleton carcasses yesterday on my walk, my amazement at their presence was tempered with pity for their plight. What a life .... 17 years of nothing followed by three weeks of way too much. Theirs is not a path of moderation. 

On the other hand, who am I to judge a bug? My life may seem just as strange to them.

Like a Sundial

My once-shaded morning spot is now striped with sunlight as greenery thins and light lowers. To listen to the cicadas you'd never know that summer is winding down. They're as whirring and wonderful as ever. 

But to this stationary human, it's all in the angles and shadows: not just a later sunrise and an earlier sunset, but countless other reminders based on known shadow points.

Sometimes I feel like a sundial, my movements charted and parsed, my dial controlled by a vast, uncontrollable force. 

Humidity

Humidity and dew points are meteorological variables that I've yet to fully understand. But I feel them and I see them and this time of the year that's all that matters.

On after-dark walks with Copper I see dew glistening in the grass like so many diamond chips. Moisture lingers in the morning, so much so that the doggie comes back from his early constitutionals with tummy hair drenched by it. 

As the day heats up all this moisture becomes a weight I try to move with fans and shifts of posture and anything else I can come up with. Sometimes I give in and move inside. But mostly, I just live with it in the outside office I persist in inhabiting. Because it's summer, and it's humid, and before long it won't be either.  

Endless Summer?

As we head toward the midpoint of August, the summer starts to feel a little frayed around the edges. The heat still shimmers on still afternoons, katydids still serenade us on sultry evenings. But the soul of summer, its freedom and looseness, is tightening up.

In a typical summer, you might see bright yellow school buses  lumbering down the lanes, going on dry runs, striking fear in the hearts of children — and gladness and relief in their parents. 

But this year, summer continues without this ominous marker. School will be virtual here so buses will remain parked in random lots around the region. It's what we always dreamed of as kids, what we didn't know enough to dread as parents. 

It won't be an endless summer. But right about now, it's starting to feel like it might ...

Precious Moments

It's easy to feel a failure at meditation, although I believe failure is a concept frowned upon in meditative circles. But despite the wandering mind I must constantly try to rein in during my brief sessions on Headspace, I stepped outside today to pick up the newspaper and felt a thrill just to be alive.

The sun was shining, I could walk barefoot to the street — the moment was perfect for celebrating the importance of all moments.

And as if to underline this view, as I write this post the hummingbird, elusive this year, seems finally to have decided our nectar is worth sipping. Already I've seen her make several passes at the feeder, dipping as well into the New Guinea impatiens, her needle-like bill stabbing the flowers with surgical precision.

A summer moment. A precious moment. Precious as all moments are.

Ready for Rest?

Within this morning's walk, rushing to work in a work-out before the heat begins to build, there was a sudden awareness of pause amidst the hurry. The feeling you get at the top of roller coaster, infinite and infinitesimal at the same time.

It was the feeling of summer at its peak, full of birdsong and cicada crescendo. Of crows, discussing the world and its problems as they often do, hopping along the gravel berm with their wise eyes and sleek black coats.

And for some reason this summer, what has become a signature sound, the felling of trees, the grinding up of deadwood. Are lawn services offering specials or something? Or are the trees, like so many of us, ready for a rest?